if mitam was an emotion it would be nostalgia like an overwhelming need to turn back the clock and just stop time in general like its a race against time but its also the sweet embrace of what has already happened and its a certain smell that brings back a vivid memory and blue skies and singing with a soft timbre and hoping for a brighter future
if four was an emotion it would be loneliness and maybe that feeling of being left out it seems like a long nights drive and looking up at the night sky and feeling so small and being in a dark room wishing somebody anybody was there with you and its wanting to crawl back to your ex and also staring at your hands wondering how they weren’t able to fix what was already broken
if midnight memories was an emotion it would be rebellion it would be loud screams and stomping your feet to the beat of your own heart and putting up the middle finger at the world but it also feels strangely young like somebody who hasn’t had much life experience and being naive about the world around you maybe wanting to make it a better place but not knowing that you would need to give your life to do it
if take me home was an emotion it would be love clueless hopeless love the kind of love that only teenagers experience sneaking out of your house to meet your girlfriend in the street giggling in a high school classroom as you pass notes back and forth the exhilaration of your heart thumping in your chest and your breath catching in your throat for the first time its love in its purest form
if up all night was an emotion it would be happiness its laughter with your friends and smiling so hard your cheeks hurt its child like but its something you feel deeply right in your chest being truly happy and just wanting to shout it from the rooftops its running without a single care in the world its sunshine and summer and wanting to be free always and forever